Lie on a bed of nails, and dig your grave now soul,

Tragedy welcomes Misery,
and Drama applauds while giving way to Confusion ,
How I wish for a clean slate of understanding;
but then you came around and shook my world.

Truthfully your heart's desire is too much for me to contain

Everyone but all deserves their comfort,
of Love and Solace and Peace and Ease,
However long Time travels and Life transcends,
Still I have a feeling your Revenge has no end.

I am too weak to grant your will and needs,
I am in no favor of reversing your tears,
Regrets are starting to pour in;
But what am I to incur, damage has already set in?

All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Soooo, ignorance is your bliss huh??

Can you be any more stupid and less sensitive than you already are??
WhatTheFuck, dude, I am trying to recover from this "heartbreak" and you're all over my face
looking and acting ignorant than I never knew you were? As if you weren't stupid enough, you acted like you knew it all.

Urgh!

Hey, FuckFace, get out of my life, will ya??

Fucking idiots are wasting my life!

I Should Go

I Should Go
by Good Old War

Kiss me, she said.
Don't let this moment pass you by.

You missed me, she said.
But I only closed my eyes for a second.

Let's forget about tonight,
and think tomorrow.
I can only think of one reason why I should go but,
I should go.

Don't leave, she said.
It seems she can't make up her mind.

Let's forget about tonight,
and think tomorrow.
I can only think of one reason why I should go but,
I should go

I'll see you tomorrow,
I'll see you tomorrow,
I'll see you tomorrow.

Tomorrow, Tomorrow

Tomorrow, Tomorrow
Will there be a Tomorrow?
Of pain and suffering and agony and misery.
Oh for that none but I can be sure,
Tomorrow may bring no pleasure.

Tomorrow, hey Tomorrow,
Look at what you have done,
For that smile and grin
Towards the dashed hope buried within

Oh come Tomorrow, look!
How you have brought upon your works of bountiful sorrow,
Hopes of yesterday are booked,
Now rejoice at the sight of inauspicious tomorrow!

Life and death celebrated.
⊠ Nausea
⊠ Loss and Increase of Appetite
⊠ Too much sleep
⊠ Recurring physical pain (headaches, back pain, fatigue, dizziness)
⊠ Diarrhea

All checked. All of those signifying symptoms of Depression.
So am I depressed?
What’s more,

According to http://www.emedicinehealth.com/slideshow_depression_overview/article_em.htm,

One of the warning signs includes talking about death or suicide. So, does that make me suicidal?

Does that mean I am soon to die?





I don’t find it strange that the irony of life has set in.
Just because I am fascinated by Death, does not make me a weirdo.
Nor am I a deeply distressed and depressed woman.
In fact, if I may share an arguably refreshing take on death, I figure the only way for some to value Life at its best is by understanding Death first and foremost.